You get up in the morning. Get ready for school or work, go to either and come back home after a tough day. Go to the gym, return back... fit eating in there a couple of times, perhaps some ARC. Some would think that is a vicious cycle. Many people are in it but alas, it's real life. A more lethal cycle occurs in ARC. Ten years of ARC, I've seen many things. Particularly during the APL season: teams form, play the season, disbands shortly after. Players spread throughout ARC only to later be reunited with perhaps another name for another season. It never fails to stop. Claiming that this time is different, oh no.. they are more genuine...i swear! I cant even count the amount of times that i have heard all the excuses and reasonings behind it on my fingers. Just another temporary high. I'm sure some of you realize it through each phase of the experience. What drives you to believe things will be different? I dont buy "bonds being great". Dont get me wrong, there obviously is something there to keep the habit going. Year after year though, its the same damn thing.... Friends or not, please, dont kid yourselves. Every ARCer has to have some hope that everything will work out, regardless of what that is, so good luck. Please prove me wrong...Prove me wrong.

"I dont want to be the one,
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused.

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight"